Wanna Be Martyr
Why are you talking to me?
I think I've taken too much
Tell me who told you
What you think you know
If I am changing
Maybe I'm growing into a version
Of the sewer Christ picture show
Maybe it's stupid
Maybe it's nothing
Maybe this something
Just won't go away
I'm not a liar
And I'm not a martyr
I'm just trying
Not to get thrown away
How does it feel?
I feel so alone
How does it feel?
I feel so cold
Maybe it's stupid
Maybe it's nothing
Maybe this something
Just won't go away
How does it feel?
I feel so alone
How does it feel to be part of your world?
How does it feel to be part of this world?
How does it feel?
I feel so alone
How does it feel?
I feel so cold
How does it feel?
I feel so alone
How does it feel?
I feel so cold
How does it feel?
How does it feel?
How does it feel?
How does it feel?
Fastblack
Relax and hunger for hesitation
Remember the times that cut so deep
The bridge is burning in shallow water
The bride is taking too much sleep
Unwind sunshine and meet your maker
Define the line of blood and truth
Unwind sunshine and make your martyr
This time life depends on you
Madtrain return of depression
He's an icy lonely strung out creep
His days are turning into nightmares
The dark horse eats god
Lonely sheep
Unwind sunshine and meet your maker
Define the line of blood and truth
Unwind sunshine and make your martyr
This time life depends on you
I know it, I see it
It's right in front of my face, my face
I know it, I see it
It's right in front of my face, my face
I know it, I see it
It's right in front of my face, my face
I know it, I see it
It's right in front of my face
Unwind sunshine and meet your maker
Define the line of blood and truth
Unwind sunshine and make your martyr
This time life depends on you
On you
On you
On you
Where Did You Go?
Where did you go when you let me go?
I waited for you in a special place
Cold blue eyes turn to stone
You can break the vein & bruise the bone
It feels so dull
Where did you go when you let me go?
I waited for you in a special place
You gravitate, it lifts us all
You hold the hand that made you fall
Where did you go when you let me go?
I waited for you in a special place
Oh no I fall into darkness
You cannot find your way home, you cannot find you
I waited for you in a special place
And flowers died, you know they cannot grow
With no light
Where did you go when you let me go?
I waited for you in a special place
And flowers died, you know they cannot grow
With no light
Where did you go?
Mainline
When the sun is sinking low
And you try to let go
Of all the dirty things you did today
The days and nights go by
And dark circles take your eyes
You're searching for the child you were yesterday
I've gotta let it go
I'm running hard against the vein
I've gotta take it slow
Nothing feels the same
See the faces in the flood
See the writing in the mud
There's one that always wants to break and fall
See the savior in the phraze cuz it makes it go away
Your searching for the light you saw yesterday
I've gotta let it go
I'm running hard against the vein
I've gotta take it slow
Nothing feels the same
Call it wrong
I never cared that much for life
Call it wrong
I never saved that much of mind
You'll never know
You'll never know
You'll never know
I've gotta let it go
I'm running hard against the vein
I've gotta take it slow
Nothing feels the same
I've gotta let it go
I'm running hard against the vein
I've gotta take it slow
Nothing feels the same
Blue Green Day
Into the darkness we run
See their faces full of blood
Take this rib from
Take this bread from me
Blue green day, no need for tomorrow
And you face the face that you could not face at the bottom
Holes are growing deeper still
Cannot find the space to fill
Take this rib from
Take this bread from me
Blue green day, no need for tomorrow
And you face the face that you could not face at the bottom
I know you can't believe
I feel I've been deceived
No need for tomorrow
And you face the face that you could not face at the bottom
That man he'd pay just to feel your soul up
He's got a burning way and he wants to make you give up
It's a blue green day
Stain
Flowing down the mountain
Many broken streams
Hand full of twisted thoughts
Bottle full of needs
Follow the sun down
Till I can't see you face
There was more to this
Than making holes in my life
There was more to this
Than making hole in my eyes
Always in the back of my mind
Always taking something
She was a lying mother
I couldn't make her see
That all of this ain't nothing
It's just a part of me
Follow the sun down
Till I can't see this place
There was more to this
Than making holes in my life
There was more to this
Than making hole in my eyes
I was pulling through
I was changing skin
The deeper the love you fool
The deeper the stain within
Always in the back of my mind
Always taking something
There was more to this
Than making holes in my life
There was more to this
Than making hole in my eyes
I was pulling through
I was changing Skin
The deeper the love you fool
The deeper the stain within
Always in the back of my mind
Monster
I take this place
Where do I belong in your life today?
Make a little space
Too much emotion to throw away
You made a monster out of me
Doubt fed emotion
Colored gray
Colored gray
Too much today
All this frustration on my brain
No, I can't stay
She'll throw me right outside, I'll turn away
You made a monster out of me
Doubt fed emotion
Colored gray
My skin hangs loose
My face grows long
You can't come in, no, you don't belong
All your right don't make me wrong
I can't see through, no, this need's too strong in you
I will confide in truth
I will live a lie
I will live a lie
You made a monster out of me
Doubt fed emotion
Colored gray
Razor blades on my skin
And hearts filled with mace
And paper for my face
You made a monster out of me
Doubt fed emotion
Colored gray
Razor blades on my skin
And hearts filled with mace
And paper for my face
Love Song
You, I want to love you
And you, I would break
True, I can only hold you
And you, I'd never take
Thought you were my friend
Now it's over
I cannot pretend
I feel below her
You, I want to love you
And you, I would break
True, I can only hold you
And you, I'd never take
Nails into my back
Worms within me
There's no turning back
She's within me
I wanted love
Felt so wrong
I wanted, I wanted, I wanted, I wanted love
I'll never, I'll never, I'll never
You can forget that shit
Cuz I don't need that shit
I never wanted love
Never needed it
Well you took my life
And you took my soul
And you threw it all away
You, I want to love you
And you, I would break
True, I can only hold you
And you, I'd never take
I only wanted love
I only needed someone to hold
You were there for me
But I cut you out
And put you under me
Now You Know
This is my answer to everything
This is my answer to everything
None are made before their time
Now you know this could never be justified
Now you know I could never be satisfied
Now you know you can't love me if I can hide
Now you know that this little child is terrified
This is my place to hide from everything
This is my place and time for everything
None are made before their time
Now you know this could never be justified
Now you know I could never be satisfied
Now you know you can't love me if I can hide
Now you know that this little child is terrified
It's glorified
It's sanctified, in you, for you
It's purified, I walk inside
The truth, the truth
Now you know this could never be justified
Now you know I could never be satisfied
Now you know you can't love me if I can hide
Now you know that this little child is terrified
Now you know
Now you know
Now you know
Now you know
Mr. Wiggley
Once I walked this sacred ground
But now your heads become my home
I eat your thought of yesterday
I'm sitting on my own
Innocence tastes good, yes
Burned with your pride; whoever told you
Love is truth, told you a Lie
Tasty, tasty, tasty, tasty
Oh my God you're tasty
Eat'em up, eat'em up, eat'em up Go!
Eat'em up, eat'em up, eat'em up Go!
Rotting bodies make the grandest feast
For diet of the worm there's a riot brewing
Underneath the living world of earth
There is no peace in the final rest
Only pain is god
Maggots dancing under skin
Sex chewing on your bones
Tasty, tasty, tasty, tasty
Oh my God you're tasty
Eat'em up, eat'em up, eat'em up Go!
Eat'em up, eat'em up, eat'em up Go!
Yeah I know you couldn't save yourself
You wouldn't save yourself
Tasty, tasty, tasty, tasty
Spread your wings and fly!
Spread your wings and fly!
Like the demon you are!
Go! Go! Go!
Cardboard Believer
You're washing away everything
The world means nothing to a dreamer
Their puppets on their strings on the TV screen
It means nothing to me Cardboard believers in nothing
If I could run away, if I could be a star
Would it take too much to save me?
To love you for who you are
The windows are open now, clean free for dreaming
Arms open to the world and all for needing nothing
If I could run away, if I could be a star
Would it take too much to save me?
To love you for who you are
If I could run away, if I could be a star
Would it take too much to save me?
To love you for who you are
I watch my life pass by
(Eyes) I can't keep 'em closed
I've never been afraid to lose
You're damaged goods at best
And you're breaking down on me
You're just like all the rest
Of us you need a meaning
That's nothing
If I could run away, if I could be a star
Would it take too much to save me?
To love you for who you are
If I could run away, if I could be a star
Would it take too much to save me?
Save me
I never walk that line
I never saw the stars fall from the sky
In this night
In this painted light
I watch my dreams go by
